The people of Israel are in a place of uncertainty, they’re lost, they’re exiled and have no idea of how they’re going to get out of their situation, it would have looked dire, unknown, but in their place of unknowing, God offers to take them on a journey if they’ll follow. He hasn’t given up on them in their ‘blindness’, they had closed their eyes to their God and wandered far away, God is offering to lead them back to Him. He hasn’t forsaken them.

I possibly have Autism / ADHD (AuDHD) and thought I’d post memes here that describe how it affects me.

I’m currently taking some time off work due to ‘Voluntary Redundancy’ and am using the time to ‘reboot’ myself. I’m now looking for a role that is more people oriented.

So, Eleanor had the miscarrage at the hospital, I don’t know what I can say about it to be honest. It was hard, I shut-down and burried myself in the laptop whilst Eleanor was going through it. I just didn’t know what to do, I couldn’t help, I couldn’t take it on, I couldn’t fix it, I froze, I burried myself into something I could control and fix and I’m ashamed of myself for that.